My life doesn't feel like a movie no more

We're treated like God isn't watching

Acting like He don't see through the doors, like all of these strings that are popping

I'll pick up my uke and I'll play you a tune, and you'll pray away I don't start stopping

While you look away, I won't do what you say until all of these doors are unlocking

I gotta find joy, never met her before, and I can't hear through the noise of

This man on my shoulder, my stamina's shorter, the world's getting colder, while water is warmer

Am I not a performer

That's not what they think, they think that

It's not doing me harm, not getting too far

Will somebody listen if I drop a few bars

But I think we're missing the point we come across

When somebody leaves, do we treat it like a loss

Or are they with the cosmonauts

Lavender and red ties

Coffee cup on the bedside

Ashtray full of old times

Passed away from an old life

There's a box in the Earth and I need you to find it

Open it up and then lay down inside it

Feel the cold on your toes, the world on your bones

No life in your blood, there's no need to run, just stop

And breathe

You're better off without what you seek, do you think these things will put you to sleep

To you

This song isn't what it seems

Lavender and red ties

Coffee cup on the bedside

Ashtray full of old times

Passed away from an old life