Farewell to the place I knew so well

Livin by myself, wanna hide myself from the world like can you tell

Farewell, showin love like I send you Zelle's

From the calm in my home got my mom on the phone sayin momma can you help cause

Nobody on my case,

Get knocked when you ring my bell

I'm already on the way

Go reflect when you see yourself

I'm normally on the race

Cause I don't like xans I don't like those spells

And I already contemplate

If I need more meds for I reach my bed

If I need more rest just to heal my head

Only read my blues I don't see no red

Wanna live my truth but it's locked in a shed

If I can't spread love then I must be dead

But Im prolly just on to space

Find my peace in the stars but it's makin it hard to be grounded when I'm away

From the people I love where evil gets shoved down deep where it condensates

Then it puddles when light shines hot on the drops and collects where we conversate

But we don't give it the light of day

I ain't playin no rival games

When there's so much dope around me poison ivy coursing through every vein

With a willingness still I complain

Like ain't it a shame?

Farewell to the place I knew so well

Livin by myself, wanna hide myself from the world like can you tell

Farewell, showin love like I send you Zelle's

From the calm in my home got my mom on the phone sayin momma can you help can you help

When it all dissolve to dust

Waitin till it all resolves the fuss

Waitin till I fall into abyss

Breaking down your walls just let me in

Feelin like I'm right along the cusp

Make it make sense will I ever be enough

Will I make rent? To the money I am cuffed

I really really love buyin stupid lil stuff

I'm startin to feel the ripple effect, ripple effect

I never wanna sit in the mess, im written obsessed

Protect me like it's civil defense, I been through the rest

I'm smitten by the simple offense of trickling sense

Desensitized

Farewell to the place I knew so well

Livin by myself, wanna hide myself from the world like can you tell

Farewell, showin love like I send you Zelle's

From the calm in my home got my mom on the phone sayin momma can you help can you help me

Farewell