NOTHING MATTERS

I've counted down the days

My life will slip away in five

It's moving kinda strange

I'm growing up with pains and lies

I've climbed to the top of the ladder

I see my room

From a different view now

I've learned that my life doesn't matter

Till I make a move

Or jump off a roof

Bodies from above

Meaningless and small

I could join them all

Splattered

If nothing matters

Wash away the blood

Then try to look me up

And turn me from a girl to a God

I'm about to fail

I'm about to prove them right

This time

I'm about to share

The things that crawl around my mind

Is this all we have?

Is this all we know?

Is this all we have?

Is this all we know?

Is this all we have?

Is this all we know?

I've climbed to the top of the ladder

I see my room

From a different view now

I've learned that my life doesn't matter

Till I make a move

Or jump off a roof

Bodies from above

Meaningless and small

I could join them all

Splattered

If nothing matters

Wash away the blood

Then try to look me up

And turn me from a girl to a God