Empty Handed

Now that I'm here

How do I leave you behind?

Been at it for days

My body shaped the same

Am I just floating around

Excusing all my actions?

Swore I'd get some help

I show up empty handed

Why

Did I come here to die?

I should've chose the mountains

Hanging from a tree

Why

Did I come here to live?

I should've let the water

Strip away my skin

Now that I'm here

How do I speak the unspoken?

If I disappear

My body wouldn't notice

Am I just roaming around?

Accepting my behavior

Fear of knowing self

I'm far from any savior

Why

Did I come here to die?

I should've chose the mountains

Hanging from a tree

Why

Did I come here to live?

I should've let the water

Strip away my skin

How do I leave you behind?