I aint gon lie

At times

It's hard for me to open up

And if I'm being honest I'm heavily guarded

Cause I suffer from a broken heart

And I know that I'm worth so much more

I'm losing momentum

And its hard to keep this glass half full

When I'm feeling so empty

Feeling so empty I'm looking up to the ceiling like what the fuck am I doing and are they really gon care if i..

I'm terrified and I'll be honest I try to keep it together but peace of mind is not something I seem to find

I'm thinking I might just call it quits cause I

Don't wanna be bothered with it's like

Every time I take a step forward I get knocked back 3 steps I'm on rewind

Feeling like I'm tiptoeing over bombs

Maybe if I wasn't always let down I wouldn't be guarded all the time

I'd probably be walking with a smile

Feel like I'm trapped

And I don't know what else to do

I see the light

But can't move Inside so blue man I'm tired of playing shit cool

Call me the caterpillar stuck in it's cocoon

Like an Eagle with clipped wings

Or that flower that won't bloom

Just believe me when I say

I aint gon lie

At times

It's hard for me to open up

And if I'm being honest I'm heavily guarded

Cause I suffer from a broken heart

And I know that I'm worth so much more

I'm losing momentum

And its hard to keep this glass half full

When I'm feeling so empty

On the surface I'm looking calm

I'm hurting but I'll move on

I'm certain that I'll be Okay

Purpose is still unknown

I'm Skraping with my own mistakes while tryna be What They Want

My conscious is saying this way and I don't know if it's wrong yea

Confident lacking my worse habit is being stagnant

I put on a mask cause behind it all lies a man that's damaged

Wish I could heal but I'm broken I've been wrongfully handled

Ripping off bandages left and right but I'm still in the battle

Fighting to keep what I can

I might just be stuck in this Labyrinth

Just like some quick sand

It's likely I'll never get off this road

I'm on my own

Just holding onto hope

Pouring out my soul

No more room heart so cold

So believe me when I say

I aint gon lie

At times

It's hard for me to open up

And if I'm being honest I'm heavily guarded

Cause I suffer from a broken heart

And I know that I'm worth so much more

I'm losing momentum

And its hard to keep this glass half full

When I'm feeling so empty

See everybody want a little piece of me

It's no peace for me

I wanna sleep but I can't seem to can't the sheep

My dreams in sight

But it's still out of reach

I'm drowning from my own self doubting me

Self infliction's my addiction I"ll admit it

I'm in love with feeling pain I don't know why he made me different

Got no more love severely wounded beyond healing

I'mma lost cause

Been through a lot so my heart's cold my heart's froze