Lost Or Stolen

Everything I thought was lost

It was stolen

I didn't understand the cost

It was impossible to calculate

At the bottom of my dark black soul

There's a reflection

And what I see is where I am right now

Am I living on the edge of collapse?

Come on, baby, you know you wanna give in

You're dying to ask me what I'm thinking

Paranoid and schizoid thoughts

I am unconscious

They send me on an endless path

To deep addictions that I fight all day

Looking for options, medicine has let me down

Self isolation, it took a major piece of me

All the names and faces

The places I held so dear, erased for good

Everything I had was lost

I didn't understand the cost, no

Standing on the edge of collapse

Memories are fading fast, oh

Can I pull your heartstrings for a while

Or is it all an illusion?

The time, the dim, the turning down the lights

I hope you find the something that sets you free

You're searching for desire

Was it lost or stolen?

Having the time of my life

Oh, now you're turning me inside out

Sleep to my heart's desire

I know what you're thinking, yeah

Lost or stolen, yeah

Well, maybe I'm reading your mind

Lost or stolen, yeah

Was it all an illusion?

Everything I thought was lost

It was stolen