Depression's Voice

This shit called life it just get harder and harder

Tryna emulate the steps of my father

While at the same time being a father

And I believe in the father so if they take me out then I'll die a martyr

Distance myself I just get further and further

It's clouds over me but I pray for sunny days

I tied my loose ends but you can't stop the rain

And when it rains it pours got me down on all 4s as I look up to the sky like father tell me why

A **** been a decent guy I mean Lord knows I try

But if a **** do me wrong then I gotta let it fly

I could let slide like what would Jesus do but if they get me one time somebody else gone make it two

And three people depend on me Jamie Lynne and her two seeds

But it's only one of me and money looking ugaly

Murder in the 1st degree since they wanna trigger me

That ain't even really me the hunger make you do somethings

I gotta feed my family, living in this agony

Everyday it's something new like Daniel what you supposed to do

Suck it up and be a man the only thing they understand

Nobody really gives a damn until the shit it hits the fan

And everybody looks at you like damn fuck is wrong with him

Got me crying out my pain on these songs again

At the end of the day the day is gonna end

I'm strong but this weighs heavy and I'm struggling

Ferris wheels how we circle back to this again

They did me wrong me when I get right will I get left with them

This bumpy road I'm tired of feelin like it's Michelin

This shit just might be over I see Ms. Doris in the distance saying

Breathe baby breathe it ain't your time don't let go my hand

Breathe baby breathe a single mother raising trouble men

Breathe baby breathe my body cold I'm going numb again

I think I'm seeing God, somebody call the ambulance