Drowning

Blame it on me baby, my self centered heart

Tables have turned and lately, they\'re taking us apart

Blame it on me for being, scared we couldn\'t try

Your beauty\'s endless, baby, now I can\'t decide

Getting, getting helpless but I\'m trying my best

Though I\'m feeling reckless coz I couldn\'t even bear

The thought of my love can never be

Wanting you but out of reach

Holding on so you can see that

I\'m clinging to impossibility

A flame forever burning of what we once were

How did I deserve knowing myself and what I\'m worth

A flower that I couldnt even dare

To ever take away for me to stare

I went through hell so we can just repair

To my surprise you didnt seem to care

So i\'mma keep on, keep on going till there\'s nothing left

I\'mma keep on going till I\'m out of breath

I\'mma hold on keep on holding, we had everything

I\'mma hold on and remember what we could have been

JHN | Verse 2:

How can you make me feel this way? All of the times that we fight at night ( at night )

But even though that happens, I know what I\'m lackin and you know ( and you know )

And I\'mma ask why do you shine so bright, you just shine

And life ain\'t worth living without you

Why not give a second chance? I\'ll hold your hand and we could dance

I\'ll make to make up for all the things did

In all the fields and then I saw you there

I\'m craving for your presence everywhere

Didn\'t pay attention, didn\'t care

And now I\'m left with memories to spare

So i\'mma keep on, keep on going till there\'s nothing left

I\'mma keep on going till I\'m out of breath

I\'mma hold on keep on holding, we had everything

I\'mma hold on and remember what we could have been

I\'m drowning in my own misery

I often wonder if I was truly

The one you loved and the one you see

I want to fix what I\'ve done

Wish i could turn back the clock

And do what I should\'ve done

So i\'mma keep on, keep on going till there\'s nothing left

I\'mma keep on going till i\'m out of breath

I\'mma hold on keep on holding we had everything

I\'mma hold on and remember what we could have been