Contradiction

Lately, I can't stand my appearance

So why can't I stop looking in the mirror?

I say I'm broke, then I spend my whole paycheck

Couldn't wait to grow up, now I'm scared to get older

And I've never needed someone to hold

But I fall asleep lonely, I know it don't make sense

I say that I don't care, but I still want the validation

Only got so much time, but I'm still finding ways to waste it

I'm naive and I'm jaded, and I drive myself insane

I'm consistently inconsistent, a walking contradiction, yeah

I know opposing things can both be true

But still, I can't help but get more confused

And I just end up lost when I try to find myself

'Cause one minute, I'm sure, and then the next, I'm full of questions

I'm halfway self-destructive, halfway trying to be better

I'm naive and I'm jaded, and I drive myself insane

I'm consistently inconsistent, a walking contradiction, yeah

Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh

I say that I don't care

But I still want the validation

And maybe one of these days

I'll learn how to embrace it

'Cause one minute, I'm sure, and then the next, I'm full of questions

I'm halfway self-destructive, halfway trying to be better

I'm naive and I'm jaded, and I drive myself insane

I'm consistently inconsistent, a walking contradiction