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self medicating
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Hip-Hop/Rap
self medicating was released on December 17, 2024 by 7339134 Records DK2 as a part of the album self medicating - Single
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Release DateDecember 17, 2024
Label7339134 Records DK2
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM94

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jacob David
Jacob David
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob David
Jacob David
Songwriter
Produced by JpBeatz
Produced by JpBeatz
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Produced by JpBeatz
Produced by JpBeatz
Producer

Lyrics

I've been self medicating
Lately I've been overwhelmed
I've been self sabotaging
Know I put myself through hell
I been
Stressed out on the brink of losing my sanity
Situations test my patience and it's getting the best of me
Settle scores with the devil while I battle my vanity
Set the bar too low and now it can't get ahead of me
So I face backwoods til my chest get heavy
And I eat mushrooms realign my mentality
And I best not lose cause these L's is the enemy
And I gotta pick and choose which of my vices will remedy
All the pain that I'm holding back
All the disdain writing's on the walls and that
All the
Misplaced anger
Always talking back
All the disagreements
Cause Im arguing
I feel insane
Cause I'm out of it
Man I'm only tryna talk but I keep talkin' shit
Man I'm only tryna heal but I keep breaking down
I know everyone I love is getting sick of it
I've been self medicating
Lately I've been overwhelmed
I've been self sabotaging
Know I put myself through hell
I've been self medicating
Lately I've been overwhelmed
I've been self sabotaging
Know I put myself through hell
Know I
Know I
Know I
Know I put myself through things I really didn't have to
Know I had some ways I could never be too proud to
Know I had some things didn't go the right way
Know I had some good days and some bad days
don't believe in God so I couldn't even pray
But then he took my dad and my sister went away
now I scream at the sky like who the fuck would do this
And self medicate to avoid the confusion
numb out the way that my brain is processing
The trauma and pain
I am in disillusion
live with the ache every day
And now I feel a little less human
Losing my focus a little less lucid
Losing control
Losin ambition
Losing my cool
Losing myself
Lost in this world
Written by: Jacob David, Produced by JpBeatz
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