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Rather Be
Hip-Hop/Rap
Rather Be was released on January 6, 2025 by KayPee II as a part of the album Scary Monsters
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Release DateJanuary 6, 2025
LabelKayPee II
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
KayPee II
KayPee II
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kurt Phillips II
Kurt Phillips II
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
KayPee II
KayPee II
Mixing Engineer
Billy Brown
Billy Brown
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

As it stands, I'll never make it through this
As I lie right here
And I, try to think of the words to say
But the paintings unclear
It's like I'm standing in front of a mirror
All fogged up from the pain and fear
I can't make left from right
I can't tell wrong from right
So now you're there, I'm here
My, my hearts everywhere
You blew it to bits you selfish bitch
Fucking hate this shit and
And I'm sorry about the cruel words
I know it sounds absurd, and I
I wish, I never did date you I really did hate you
But it'd all be a lie
And I'm not that guy
Who claims that he has cut ties, with the past
But I swear, our story was meant to last
I've got some falsified facts
And though they're false I wish they were true
Not sure how much I meant to you but,
But you meant so much to me
I'll make you see, eventually
There are things on my mind
Things that I just can't leave behind
Things that I just want to forget
Things that I just can't seem to part with
And I know for a fact we're done
But how come it feels like I've lost everything that I've won
So much pain, and not enough pleasure
Everything I think about leads me to her
And, I'm so sick of it
How come this shit's so relevant?
Three years roll by you wave goodbye
The sad thing is I'm not sure why
Was it me, was it you?
Honestly I really don't have a fucking clue
But I know ever since I lost you
I'm not sure what the fuck I should do
Rather be doing anything else
Then sitting here sulking by myself
Rather be living life without a home
Then stuck here pretending I'm not alone
Rather be working a job with no pay
Then trapped here thinking of you all day
Rather be pulling my tongue off a pole
To replace the claims you've placed on my soul
Now, it's 6 months later
I'm trying hard but this shit ain't fair
Two weeks, is all it took to replace me
Now you see why I thought you were fake V
And at first I admit it was the pride
I couldn't accept the fact you could leave me like that
Heard a click clack, looked back and you were gone
I blinked and you were moving on
My friends say I'm better off without you
And I'm sure all your friends say it too
And I don't blame you for the choice that you made
Though it broke my heart I'm kind of afraid
To admit that, I regret so much shit
Looking back on what we had, no one could touch it
That's why I'm trapped in the past
My mind keeps praying our story will last
Rather be doing anything else
Then sitting here sulking by myself
Rather be living life without a home
Then stuck here pretending I'm not alone
Rather be working a job with no pay
Then trapped here thinking of you all day
Rather be pulling my tongue off a pole
To replace the claims you've placed on my soul
And time heals all wounds
Then why the fuck do I still think of you?
Yea it's true, engraved like a stain on a white shirt
Looking at our prom pics still hurts
And it's bull shit
Why can't I just quit?
Give up on life like those emo kids did
Browsing on your facebook makes me sick
To see the picture of that faggot who you cheated on me with
And now you're dating, well that's cool I guess
I tried dating too, it was an epic fail
All I did was end up in emotional jail
Trying to see how many girls I've gotta fuck to pay the bail
And no matter what I do I can't ever forget
How you tossed me to the side after dealing with your bullshit
Do my best to distract myself
Cause I'd ra-rather be doing anything else
(Than thinking about your bitch ass)
Rather Be
Rather Be, Rather Be
Rather Be, Rather Be, Rather Be
Doing anything else
Then sitting here sulking by myself
Rather be living life without a home
Then stuck here pretending I'm not alone
Rather be working a job with no pay
Then trapped here thinking of you all day
Rather be pulling my tongue off a pole
To replace the claims you've placed on my soul
Written by: Kurt Phillips II
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