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WITH MY THOUGHTS
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Hip-Hop/Rap
WITH MY THOUGHTS was released on December 31, 2024 by Mitt Music, LLC as a part of the album RANGE BLUE
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Release DateDecember 31, 2024
LabelMitt Music, LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM92

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Spenser Sterling
Spenser Sterling
Rap
Breana Marin
Breana Marin
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Breana Marin
Breana Marin
Songwriter
Dreamlife Beats
Dreamlife Beats
Songwriter
J Spencer Sterling
J Spencer Sterling
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Dreamlife Beats
Dreamlife Beats
Producer

Lyrics

I don't sleep much
Sometimes Im fragile like a shattered mirror
At that tipping point I got my reasons
There's moments where I don't want to speak much
Don't speak
Don't speak much
Just leave me alone with my thoughts
But where should I begin
I wanna thank rage
And some anger for filling up this blank page
Or regret
I saw right but I took the left
And the days when he stack the deck
I took a step and I fell flat
Then I fell back
Ever since I felt that
I could see the road map
To some type of healing
I could never go back
So I became the villain
In all caps too
Shit I wanna rap through and glaze over
I use to think it took passion to take over
Emotions need a makeover
Steady arm
No baton
It was just me
And I would never trust me
Only pride or ego would touch me
A feedback loop
I see that too
Just a truth I would never admit
Until time put it right in my fist
Hmmm
Real shit
I don't sleep much
Sometimes Im fragile like a shattered mirror
At that tipping point I got my reasons
There's moments where I don't want to speak much
Don't speak
Don't speak much
Just leave me alone with my thoughts
Hmmm let me explain more
As a boy I was neglected
So as a man I had to fill that void
There was porn, a slight addiction
Alcohol was a lighter mission
Kinda brief
But the grief was the heaviest and still weighs
Without navigation a steel cage
Metaphorically that still pays
A heel raise
Stomping out my youth
Never felt that time in the sun
Just a cold truth
And at age 8, the rest was stripped away
No more family unit, kicked to the curb
Yeah my sister was born, but that shit would disturb
Cause a rift where we living
All connection would purge
Once a beautiful vision
Now a chip for the birds
More like an iceberg
Just the tip would sink the titanic
Listen
So if you see me panic
Know it's the trauma
We still manage
I don't sleep much
Sometimes Im fragile like a shattered mirror
At that tipping point I got my reasons
There's moments where I don't want to speak much
Don't speak
Don't speak much
Just leave me alone with my thoughts
Just leave me alone with my thoughts
Just leave me alone with my thoughts
Written by: Breana Marin, Dreamlife Beats, J Spencer Sterling
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