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Not Enough
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Not Enough was released on January 24, 2025 by Duskfall Records as a part of the album Ms. Void
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Release DateJanuary 24, 2025
LabelDuskfall Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM72

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ivo Boljevac
Ivo Boljevac
Songwriter
Maria Grzeschista
Maria Grzeschista
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Phayned
Phayned
Engineer

Lyrics

I give my heart I give my soul
But there's a void I can't control
They look at me with hungry eyes
And all I see are silent goodbyes
I wake before the sun start the daily fight
Every move I make it has to be right
Pack the lunches wipe the tears
But I'm haunted by my own fears
Will they see me as the one who tried?
Or just the woman who silently cried?
They're my everything my blood my kin
But I can't escape the battle within
Not enough I'll never be
The perfect mother they need from me
Not enough it's plain to see
I'm trapped in my own inadequacy
I give my all it falls apart
A broken woman with a tired heart
Not enough no I'll never be
The perfect mother they need from me
They tell me "Mom it's okay we know you try"
But I see the questions in their eyes
Every meal every hug every bedtime tale
Feels like another place I'll fail
I want to teach them joy I want to teach them love
But all I teach is how to rise above
How to endure how to fight
In a world that never gives them light
I scream in the silence but it echoes back
The guilt's a shadow I can't unpack
They don't see the cracks they don't see the scars
They just see their mom reaching for the stars
I'm supposed to be their guide their shield their ground
But I'm just a ghost when they're not around
Not enough I'll never be
The perfect mother they need from me
Not enough it's plain to see
I'm trapped in my own inadequacy
I give my all it falls apart
A broken woman with a tired heart
Not enough no I'll never be
The perfect mother they need from me
I'll keep trying though it breaks me inside
For the love I feel is the only guide
Not enough but I'll still pretend
Hoping one day they'll understand in the end
Written by: Ivo Boljevac, Maria Grzeschista
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