new years eve

Doing everything that I could to make you fall in love

You make me look stupid cause I'll never fucking be enough

New years party and I'm coping using all these drugs

You turned to something evil, honestly you're just a fucking cunt

You're the cause of all my problems

Yet I still love you instead

You're the reason I have trouble sleeping I can never rest

I could slit my throat and stain my bed sheets with all this regret

Maybe then you'll finally feel the pain you love to just project

I'm not the same

As I used to be

You just used my flesh

You took everything