Wish I could take it back and just start again

You can't chose your family but this time I'd carefully choose my friends

I wish I'd never knew no block boys

And these shitty ends

Everything I learned from these roads now is irrelevant

I'm getting older got me focused on my life

I'm getting introspective clocking a lot of my pain is internalised

Thinking about my friends that are locked inside and all the ones that died

Burns my soul

What a waste of life

Im having

Conversations with my higher self

your smoking to much weed it's like you dont want to help yourself

Lost, misguided, the youth of tomorrow never stood a chance, clout chasing.

Everyone wants to get points but not down for making pounds

Will I make it out

Time keeps ticking down, and I'm trapped in complacency, and it feels like my life line laggin fuck this latency

1 step forward now it's 10 steps back

my whole life's been in a perpetual state of attack

No rest for the wicked

Oh Isit

How they think I'm gonna rest when I'm not finished

They want me dead, down or finished

But that's not how this story's goes

Cards on the table

Watch closely that's how it all unfolds

That's me juggling a 9-5

Stuck up in this life of crime

Feeling like I might lose my mind

Ask me how I'm doing I'm just fine

Got my family on my mind

I need to make sure my mum lives before she dies

With all this stress I feel like I've lived a hundred a lives, in this same shitty predicament I've been here like a thousand times

Why do I keep telling myself countless lies

Ay Fil

Lets Bun another spliff

come lets go get high