(Huh, hold up, hold up)

How do I start this off?

Haven't been eating, haven't been sleeping, huh

I'm barely breathing, huh, taking a beating asking myself what is the meaning, huh

What is the meaning?

I feel like O. J, it do not fit me, yeah

Last time I was with her she was crying

Last time I was high I was flying

Last time she said "Love you" she was lying

Now I'm telling all my friends "I'll be fine", yeah

Hold up, huh

Taking the 1 and 2, huh

I know I take too much, huh

I do not give a fuck, huh

I cannot feel myself, huh

I think I'm losing myself, huh

Heart cannot be filled, feels like I've been killed

Is it bad that I miss your touch? (Your touch)

Is it bad that I miss your smile? (Your smile)

Is it bad that I want you here even though I know you will never be here (yeah, yeah)

Is it false hope?

Are we done for?, huh

Are you looking in his direction?, huh

If you want him you can take him

I'll be wait where you left me

(Where you left me)

I'll be waiting where you left me (left me)

If you want him you can take him