That shit mean somethin' to a ****, bro

Listen, I don't wanna talk right now

Been caught up in my thoughts for a while

And it's been a long time since I explained why

You don't hear me on a call, I don't dial numbers

So the line ringing, but my mind buggin'

Put the pests aside, now my name buzzin'

Cousins, uncles, aunties probably gossip 'bout me

'Cause I stuck to rhymin' over picking college

Started as a hobby, turned into an obsession, huh

Then I made it a profession, huh

Perfection infested my whole perception, I've accepted it's just what it is

You asked me to jump and I turn into Vince Carter

Through the rim in the purple and red

Dedication or I'm dead and vacant

Every waking moment, I be dying to live

You see the pain inside my eyes

I can tell, I ain't surprised

I been down this road before

I been through a hundred times

Used to going with the flow

Now I'm changing up my mind

Oh I, oh I

You see the high inside my eyes

I can tell you ain't surprised

I been down this road before

I been through a hundred times

Used to going with the flow

Now I'm changing up my mind

Oh I, oh I

This was the last time

I said last time was the last time

Wake up, I can feel temptation creepin' from my bedside

Got so much to lose, expectations on a high rise

Eyes wide, tryna see the signs 'fore I flatline

Time and time again, I feel myself decline, then climb, then go decline again

I say I'm fine, they all believe the lie, meanwhile Visine drops on my irises

'Cause at your highest moment

The devil tryna knock you down a notch

Until you at your lowest, fooled me once or twice, and now the vices got a hold of

Who I thought I was for sure

I blew the smoke right out of the window

I let the smoke blow out in the air

I let the smoke blow out, yeah, the indo

I let the smoke blow out, I don't care

You see the pain inside my eyes

I can tell, I ain't surprised

I been down this road before

I been through a hundred times

Used to going with the flow

Now I'm changing up my mind

Oh I, oh I (This that life you never saw)

You see the high inside my eyes

I can tell you ain't surprised

I been down this road before

I been through a hundred times

Used to going with the flow

Now I'm changing up my mind

Oh I, oh I (This that life you never saw)