Man I loved her, I thought she loved me back, loved me back

I trusted her, fuck I loved her, cause she brought me back, brought me back

I've trying figure out why I'm trying to die but the drugs is the answer (the drugs is the answer)

I've reminiscing and tripping over my mind trying to figure out an answer (to figure out an answer)

Aye, oi

Black fit, black whip feeling like a panther

Feelings all these feelings cause this bitch won't stop her banter

Back to the square one

Drugs won't let me stand up

Feeling my time finished cause I puff smoke like its cancer

Drugs in my system, I've been killing myself

Nobody listen, popping pills for my health

No pot to piss in, I've been ridding my wealth

I've just been wishing, that you could just be my girl (ooh, aye, ooh)

I've been living up in my world

Trying to forgive the world but not forgiving myself

Trying to just live the feeling of love, not what I felt

Trying to just live but she burns our bridges 'til I melt

I trusted her, fuck I loved her

Cause she brought me back, she brought me back

I trusted her, fuck I loved her

Cause she brought me back, she brought me back

I picture the image of winning then slowly diminish my feelings away from healing

Revealing I'm here not breathing and bleeding

Inside I'm freezing and screaming for help I mean it

Repeating myself when speaking of suicidal feelings

They ain't listening, I'm picturing addiction in my history

The mystery of sickening addiction is positioning

Into my life, trying to belittle my mind

Trying to live and not die

But not alive without a high, I'm fried

Frying my mind, while dying inside

I'm buying 3.5s, and lighting them by

While fighting the light and guiding my mind

Survive and not die, I write and write the bars in my mind

And type them all by, said bye to my life

I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone

I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone

Black fit, black whip feeling like a panther

Feelings all these feelings cause this bitch won't stop her banter

Back to the square one

Drugs won't let me stand up

Feeling my time finished cause I puff smoke like its cancer

Drugs in my system, I've been killing myself

Nobody listen, popping pills for my health

No pot to piss in, I've been ridding my wealth

I've just been wishing, that you could just be my girl (ooh, aye, ooh)

I've been living up in my world

Trying to forgive the world but not forgiving myself

Trying to just live the feeling of love, not what I felt

Trying to just live but she burns our bridges 'til I melt

Oh my god, I just pray above

I just pray to the lord that I won't die from these drugs

I said

Ooooh, I'm not coping

I'm not joking

I'm not coping, I'm not