i’m hurt, and been having thoughts of leaving the church

i’m tired, but at least my mind, never hid its the worst

we sus as hell, i don’t understand, i’m so ashamed

i hate people who love evil in Jesus name

the dichotomy, so ironic, its comedy

i ain’t better, but i know its wrong to say you honest

but telling ****, come and get your blessing, no reptentance,

i’m hella bitter, families quitting jobs, cause you talking bout six figures, if they sow a seed than Jesus gon save em..

nah.. its manipulation, local area broke, while you taking hella vacation, blasphemy blatant, swearing on your whole congregation, you called to the nations.. oh..

every envelope w/ they prayers gon be thrown in the trash, and the handicapped don’t get healed, cause they sit in the back

push em down to the flo

and call it a miracle

spiritual, there you go

lying on the Holy Ghost

comatose, say you woke

demonize the worldly folk..

am i touching God’s anointed or just,

exposing the fakeness? hastly heinous…g shit aint no more patience, i’m tired of waiting, for yall to be bout it bout whatchu saying.. whatever you claiming.. deadaas. for the first time ever, i’m allowed to say whatever..without feeling no regret or… like i should know better. now i know better..

feeling like edward scissorhands in the 90's

cause i'm a fucking menace from conservative society

and downing this moscato, i don't wanna feel sobriety

the folk i thought i could trust for healing hurt me.. the irony

man FUCK.