My home is a nightmare founded in hatred

But hate doesn't even care if we are related

Who are you? And how did you get here? I feel so invaded betrayed

My bedroom isn't an escape

Darkness is everywhere and can form in any shape

Friends family brothers sisters

And they don't even care if you get hurt or get blisters

I've been by myself for majority of my life but then I'm still not even safe

My demons hide in my closet and under my bed I just can't get out and escape this

They see me struggle and they just laugh

I'm going insane I'm just about to crash

People always tell me Hey just calm down please don't do anything rash

But let me tell you you don't know how I struggle or how hard I fight

I am my own darkness and my own light

My mind is always roaming it's hard to get any sleep at night

I believe in myself and I know I will be alright

And I'm no knight but I will continue to last all night

Until sunrise every night I will take control I will ward you demons off

You don't belong here so I'm about to cut you right off

You can sod off

I'm going to take control of you blast off

I erase my note but you have to write your own

You're done and I will come up on top

You come at me nonstop but I will fight back harder

I gave it the best I got but I have fallen to them

They were stronger than me but I gave it my all

They have me pinned and I'm trapped in this long dark hall

They caught me as I tried to hide

It was a fun ride

But now it came to an end

I have been unrobed with blood I guess it's now my favorite shirt and my favorite mask

They bit my frontal lobe and now I'm gone

I guess this whole time I was all wrong

I'm signing off now goodbye mother goodbye brother

I wish I could tell you that I can hear your apology brother and I forgive you

I will always love you