bigger

Mother I'm lighting a candle

Talking to ya

There's so much mud on my mind

And you see through it

All the bad boys and bullshit

Tell me how to do it

And I'll make myself bigger

Wish you could see

The lilacs in springtime

Wish you could meet

The girl that I'm kissing

It's all that sweetness

And the sound of you missing

Mother I feel chaotic and kind

How did you know when

You wanted two children

Why did you plant that

Apple tree in the front yard

I'll never know how

The family tree got so spun out

And all the women in the line got so unstable

And can I be able

Can I make myself bigger

Mother I'm calling you up

I'm singing to ya

You are my only sunshine

Can it get through to ya

Can you see me get bigger

Can you see me get bigger