Still Pretending

Ask for forgiveness

When it's too late

Who say

I been playing out of turn

Like bro wait

Switchblade

Double sided

So it's cutting both ways

I'm still divided

I think the truth lie

In this old blade

Sometimes I cry

Ain't see it clear

Appearing opaque

Over some time

I learned no time

That I could escape

So I live my life on the run

I'm wishing the stars away

I'm tryna be happy with myself

But I can't start today

Though it's getting better

My shawty showing of her wedding ring

I'm tying the knot

Cause not a thing

Gonna take you away from me

Just know that I fought

And what you got

What's standing here today

I don't really bring much to the table

This my offering

Don't think that I can change

I've tried, I failed

I'm only part to blame

I put the car in park

Sat in the dark

And told you everything

Started from a spark

Now you pulling on my

Heart strings

Don't like to be apart

So I never let you away from me

Carry on, we gonna fight through the loss

Ain't looking pretty I been sharing my thoughts

And when the rain won't stop

I'll hold your hand

And we can dance away the loss

I got a plan but

Know it needs to be fought

To think our paths would cross

Can't lie I been crossing myself

Off to heaven getting caught in the hell

Devil's lettuce I get lost in the smell

Re-aline but I ain't off of the rails

Say it softly shawty hate when I yell

And I'm afraid of myself