know you

I take care of you

I make sure to make time even when I'm not there with you

Cause I know you need me now is that so terrible

Unbearable

Every time I think that maybe I don't know you

Block off my thoughts so I don't think bad things of you

Got me spiraling in the silence of my room

It's unfair to you

I still care for you

Even when I think that maybe I don't know you

Two shots every time I think about

Giving up and coming home instead of figuring it out

I don't wanna be alone but I feel it in my chest

I been giving you my heart but never had enough left for me

Could you hear me cry in my sleep

Could you feel me cry in my dreams

Love you more than these words can mean so

I just need to know you'll be alright

Or I can't grow too

It's unfair to you

I still care for you

Even if one day it's true that I don't know you

Couldn't grab your hand when I walked through the door

I was close with the fam, but this not my home

So committed to a plan and it feel so wrong

'Cause I didn't wanna dance

Spilt the liquor on my pants

I been learning to romance when the faith all gone

If I'm it, then I chance it, even with random

Turns out wild when we fight this bond

I can't give can't you the world but I gave you my everything

Lost motivation just say it was me

As soon as we merging, a sudden disturbance

Who got your attention I used to receive

I'm a whole different person, don't show when it hurting

No closing the curtains I used to deceive

We shouldn't worsen what we had for certain

Sick of you turning, I'll let this shit be

Wonderful why it changed, it's sus

Playing that game, it was us

Hit me from my blindside

So when the tide high

I'm a still decide I'm patient with you

Say you love me, I don't feel it daddy been gone

How's it feeling right now, this was meant to

Introverted now and a bit numb

You ain't wanna pipe down so I lent you

Who I don't know

Where you run to when you're drunk and lonely

Who I don't know

Where you run to when you're drunk and lonely