I've done your astrology chart, and I've looked right into your heart

I know you better than these other fools, and you know yourself

I kept it inside, I know it was no place to hide

I'd rather fight for you than with you, I hope you believe me this time

Aligned with the force that binds us we ain't ever gonna win

So I sat with the expectation for a minute and I said

Got to face the monster within if we're going to move on again

I'm lying in my bed pulling apart the petals

I'm screaming but you cannot hear me, cuz I keep shit inside

I'm way in over my head, hiding underneath the covers

And all that I want is to feel your heart near me

But I keep pushing you aside

I looked at my part, you forgave that beast in my heart

There's no more risk to take, I've learned from my mistakes and I'm ready to stay

If I don't pick up the phone it's because I'm in too deep

But if I had to walk alone I would do it on two feet

Those demons try to the clench the reins tight, but these wild horses won't drag me away

I'm lying in my bed pulling apart the petals

I'm screaming but you cannot hear me, cuz I keep shit inside

I'm way in over my head, hiding underneath the covers

And all that I want is to feel your heart near me

But I keep pushing you aside

I live in left field and that will never change

But you take the bad with the good and I would rearrange

Got no reservation this time, and we'll figure all that out when we arrive

I know I've got to do what's right for you, and the pleasure is all mine

I'm dying for two so I won't die alone

I'm so tired of screaming and screening the calls on my phone

These fears are so draining, and I'm hydroplaning, got no face to hide

And so I'll bust down the walls, and I will let you inside