new life (feat. J.D. Mollison)

It's hard man

So fucking hard

After Jackie and I split up

Jackie, that's my ex

I spent a couple months just drifting

On the awkward couches of friends

And various sad Airbnbs

And lonely cheap hotels

But when I finally got my own place

I thought:

Okay, new space!

New life, new face!

No more time for doom and despair!

I will renew myself now

There is still life within me

There is love within me

If I work on myself now

There will be new love

It's waiting for me somewhere

I will become a better person

I will learn from my mistakes

I will reach out to all my friends

I will take care of myself

I will become a better person

I will learn from my mistakes

I will reach out to all my friends

I will take care of myself

I will make my bed

And I will meet new people

I will be out in the world

I will vibe

I will thrive

I will finally be alive

I will become actualized!

I will finally be my true self!

I will learn

To love new people

And I will learn

How to be loved

But then

But then the lockdown hit

And I was alone

In a new home