I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I wanna feel the medication

As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside

I don't wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel the same

Every bone in my body tells me to shake up and break my head open

I just look at you and look up at the sky one more time

And when I wake up in my life

You wanna tell me that I'm ashamed of your heart and my soul

I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I wanna feel the medication

As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside

I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna feel the medication

As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside

Let me be honest

I used to pop some pills because it was fun

Now I'm looking at my soul

Too many heartbreaks because of an addiction

And I can't even feel no more

I just wanna hit the road

As I ride, I'm driving 120 Till I hit a truck and just die

I don't wanna feel alive I don't wanna feel the same

Everybody in my body tells me to shake up and break my head open

I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna feel the medication

As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside

I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna feel the medication

As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside