cry that it happened

Sorry

I went out by myself and

Didn't worry about you drinkin'

I went home, back to Texas

Realized it was your ship that's sinkin'

Such a dichotomy, I'm missin' what you meant to me

And hatin' what you did to me at the same time

I smile 'cause it's over, 'cause damn, we were miserable

Thought bein' without you would make life unlivable

But I'm mostly happy, yeah, I'm gettin' past it

I smile 'cause it's over, over

But sometimes I still cry that it happened

Mmm, cry that it happened

I broke down in the Publix

People stared, but honestly, fuck it

Such a dichotomy of holdin' all these memories

And wishin' I could wipe 'em clean at the same time

I smile 'cause it's over, 'cause damn, we were miserable

Thought bein' without you would make life unlivable

But I'm mostly happy, yeah, I'm gettin' past it

I smile 'cause it's over, over

But sometimes I still cry that it happened

It makes me so mad when

It was your hand on the trigger

Yet you're still pointin' fingers

Said goodbye, made me the bad guy

And on a bad night, sometimes I still cry

I still cry

I still cry

And I smile 'cause it's over, 'cause damn, I was miserable

Thought bein' without you would make life unlivable

But I'm mostly happy, yeah, I'm mostly past it

I smile 'cause it's over, over

But sometimes I still cry that it happened

Sometimes I still cry that it happened