I'm Scared

I hate talking about getting older

Kinda scares me just waiting it out

And I wish, wish that my brother lived closer

'Cause it feels more like home in his house

It's hot here in Southern California

It might be winter, but I couldn't tell

I'm confused, 'cause I don't know when to start over

I'm a hostage to everything I've ever felt

I tried, but I never got closure

From the people who let me down

And I don't care if it takes Hell freezing over

'Cause I'm stubborn, I won't give up that ground

I'm sad, and what if it's making me weaker?

Rebuilding this castle out of sand

It hurts watching it slip through my fingers

And I forget that it's out of my hands

I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared I'm not

I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared

I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared I'm not

I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared

I'm scared the world's gonna go on without me

I'm scared, but maybe that's how it should be