He Loves Me Not

I threw out

The flowers

You got me

Washed your cologne off of my sheets

I haven't heard from you in weeks

I'm so glad

You moved on

But I can't

You left your sweatshirt in my room

I try not to wear it but I do

Everything was perfect till I asked for something more,

You said that you couldn't give me

But now you're holding her body

The thing that really makes it hurt

Is seeing you go out with her

Smiling in the photos

Cause I know that we both know

You're happier with her than me

It's everything you said we'd be

I guess you found a love better than mine

Now I'm picking petals over you and I

Like he loves me

He loves me not

You said that

It's you and

It's not me

It kinda seems like that's a lie

You couldn't just say what's on your mind

But it's ok

I'm alright

It still burns but I'll give it time

There's healing in patience

But I just gotta say that

The thing that really makes it hurt

Is seeing you go out with her

Smiling in the photos

Cause I know that we both know

You're happier with her than me

It's everything you said we'd be

I guess you found a love better than mine

Now I'm picking petals over you and I

Like he loves me

He loves me not

And I'm jealous of the way

That she did what I couldn't do to make you want to stay

I wish that I was in her place

You're happier with her than me

And happy you deserve to be

I hope one day I find a love like yours

Now I'm not picking petals anymore

Cause he loves me… not