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Heaven
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Heaven was released on February 12, 2025 by Jackson Park Entertainment Group as a part of the album Tears For Sale
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Release DateFebruary 12, 2025
LabelJackson Park Entertainment Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jac Rip
Jac Rip
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Darnell Jackson Jr
Darnell Jackson Jr
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Darnell Jackson Jr
Darnell Jackson Jr
Recording Engineer
Evan Rickey Cain
Evan Rickey Cain
Mixing Engineer
Evan Torres
Evan Torres
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

I dealt with a lot loss in life but not more than some
The sad thing I know its more to come
At times I felt more than numb, Emile told me I don't cry enough
Well this year bro, feel like I cried too much, these tears ain't drying up
Why you had to drop? I seen you laying in that box
Felt like my heart might stop
Had me laying up in this ER bed, with all these wires stuck to my chest. Now I'm on meds
One of the last things you said, you was proud of me
Just hope you not looking down on me
Cause I been in a dark place, I'm writing this
With tears on my face
I seen ya son at party and couldn't stop staring
Then I seen your picture in a chair sitting next to Sharon
I want to do more for you kids
But I never felt broken like this or felt hopeless like this. already know what you would say dog
Something like "man you bugging you need to shake it off"
But I can't I thought it did, then it hits me again
I'm in the ring fighting for my life taking hits to the chin.
These body blows got my back up in the corner
These attacks got me feeling like a goner.
I'm still stand but the ref counting up to seven
Looking for you in corner hoping you made it to Heaven.
I don't know what this season is God but it feel like hell
I need you right now I can't do it myself, my therapist asked me, who is Darnell
If I'm more than a shell I need proof myself
Thad to fight everything in my life dog nothing given
Since a youngin I was driven, life made me resilient
But l'm tired of these battles, everyday a new fight
Plus lately I don't feel like anything I do is right
Do y'all know what its like to have it all on ya plate
Is life is falling apart or is it falling into place
I keep falling on my face and I'm all screwed up
A man who don't care anymore once cared too much
Thought I could hold it all together but I broke down
All people do tell me is that I need to slow down, who else go hold it down when always all on me
When everybody else problems always falling on me, they calling on me, but when I'm down
How many people come around
Murdered Uncle Billy before I turned seven
Murdered Uncle Godfrey around the time I was eleven
I was almost 12 when the cops surrounded my dads jeep
With guns on me and y'all think my life sweet
yeah I made it but I lost so many people to the streets
Survivors remorse mixed with some PTSD
I need
Written by: Darnell Jackson Jr
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