You could say what you want I could say that I tried you could say what you like I could see things ain't right

All of these days feel wrong fighting until we can't no more 5am at the door feeling hurt I ignored you

Until it was through decisions decisions I'm making a move before I start breaking and changing the rules

Doing the same shit and still playing a fool and I can't tell you how many times I was sorry

For everything that I did I was hardly the man you first met when we were just starting your eyes would puff up

It was disheartening it gets dark bring the light because I'm stuck in my ways I've got nothing but space

But in your heart I have no place

What do you think about me what do I think about me I don't want to feel like I need you right beside me

Three years it goes so fast I know I fucked up crash every time you want the truth I fucking pass going to hell I am

That's just how I think use to smoke and drink feeling shame I'm on the brink of ending shit and jumping

Blink and then you'll miss it how I sink into these thoughts impressive use to say I hate you until I learned

I really hate my messes It's depressing sit in my room all night second guessing Oh god

Oh God I'm in need of a blessing

You could say what you want I could say that I tried you could say what you like I could see things ain't right

All of these days feel wrong fighting until we can't no more 5am at the door feeling hurt I ignored you

Until it was through decisions decisions I'm making a move before I start breaking and changing the rules

Doing the same shit and still playing a fool and I can't tell you how many times I was sorry

For everything that I did I was hardly the man you first met when we were just starting your eyes would puff up

It was disheartening it gets dark bring the light because I'm stuck in my ways I've got nothing but space

But in your heart I have no place