Worst Year Of My Life

It's been a very, very, very, very long year

I see it on my face

Nothing can replace

The months and weeks, the swallowed tears

The countless times I fell asleep

I wish that I could see

Beyond what I mean, ooh

Everything is turning to ashes, and I'm longing for you

This is the worst year of my life

It feels like every day is Gemini in retrograde

Almost died on a plane, got dumped on Lake Lane

I picked up running, I thought it would help me ease the pain

It's just more of the same

Everything makes me feel blue

Everything is turning to ashes, and I'm longing for you

This is the worst year of my life

Blue

Everything is turning to ashes, and I'm longing for you

Left my heart in pieces, you flew away with the stick of glue

Everything is turning to shit

The world's about to go boom

This is the worst year of my life

Ashes and I'm longing for you

This is the worst year of my life