what does happiness mean to you?

Am I seeing clear this time?

Let light in and burn my eyes

I want to believe in something

If all that I am decays

Is that all that's saving me?

If I believe in something

So close

I'm a mess and everyone in my life can see it

I'm chasing happiness while I spiral down

I'm a mess and if I'm honest I'm scared to change it

I'm chasing happiness while I spiral

All that I want

All of my dreams

Choke down hard like a liquor

Poisoning me

Swim through oceans to grasp

But still out of reach

When will I hit the surface

Finally breathe?

All that I want

All of my dreams

Choke down hard like a liquor

Poisoning me

Swim through oceans to grasp

But still out of reach

When will I hit the surface

Finally breathe?

So close

I'm a mess and everyone in my life can see it

I'm chasing happiness while I spiral down

I'm a mess and if I'm honest I'm scared to change it

I'm chasing happiness while I spiral

I'm chasing happiness while I spiral

I'm chasing happiness while I spiral

I am a mess

I can't do nothing right

Can't shake the feeling that I'm running out of time

Try hard as I might

I keep falling behind

Play catch up till I die

And all the world can see that