This Me

Why am I so terrified what everybody thinks

Why do I just sit quiet when I want to speak

Why do I open my mouth when I’ve got nothing to say

Do people change

Can I still change

Or do we just stay the same

Looking at myself like

Didn’t it used to be a deeper blue in your eyes

Didn’t you used to stand up and face the sun like

Sky is the limit

Like I got my wings clipped

Locked inside this cage that I made

Looking for a way to escape

It’s funny how I built this prison

But my keys won’t fit in the door

I don’t want to be this me anymore

But who is he

Do you even know

When you’re alone in the quiet

Does it feel like home

Talking to myself like

When did you become the type of one to stress life

Did you decide to stop deciding for yourself

Like i’m letting go like i’m out of control

I’m Locked inside this cage that I made

Looking for a way to escape

It’s funny how I built this prison

But my keys won’t fit in the door

I don’t want to be this me anymore

I don’t want to be this me anymore

Can I find the freedom that I crave

Can I wash away the mess I’ve made

Does the question have an answer

Or am I destined to wonder

Am I

Locked inside this cage that I made

Looking for a way to escape

It’s funny how I built this prison

But my keys won’t fit in the door

I don’t want to be this me anymore

I don’t want to be this me anymore

I don’t want to be this me anymore