Reality conflicting with dreams

Body withering away I’m loose at the seams

Indecisiveness could be the death of me and mine

She want me as a know it all, I hope I got some time

Wanted as somebody else, think identity theft at play

You seen the highlights but we behind the scenes today

Shown too much insecurity turn down yo Issa Rae

These dark thoughts might just take me out I guess that this a date

It’s been a long day deserve to get my dick sucked

Guess we gotta take it slow talk about yo day and such and such

What time you got out the house and what did you pick up for lunch

Wish I had a Clicker like that Adam Sandler flick for once

To skip the small talk but also to relive the past

Do some things differently yeah shake shit up add some pizazz

Find motivation to get out this house and off my ass tie up my sneaks I’ll hit the streets find what’s for me be free at last

Got lost in policies and protocol so much to solve

And here I was thinking that my mindset was so evolved

Got too involved with my feelings that’s all caught up in what they thought of me and names I’d probably be called but damn

He followed track and never improvised went dead inside got euthanized he did it too himself too close to suicide

So who’s to blame is it this world or I? I’ll let you tell it

I leave these words here for my youth download and save this relic

Must take the punishment for my missteps I can’t avoid

With self I’m so annoyed man every days a fucking dud

It ain’t no living in the life right now I’m bored as fuck

There must be more to life cuz as of now I’m feeling stuck

I’m feeling stuck, I’m feeling stuck

Gave them my southern soul like black eyed peas and liver mush

They still don’t feel me like they all insensitive to touch

Regret a bunch, regret a bunch

Gave them my southern soul like black eyed peas and liver mush

They still don’t feel me like they all insensitive to touch