Russian Roulette

It\'s me, smiling for the team

As I stare directly into the storm, oh

Trust me -

It\'s a sure thing

Russian Roulette,

you won\'t get bored

Best friend,

we don\'t have to pretend one day

I could make you your salary oh

The saddest thing

about my whole machine

She says, and she\'s right,

it depends on me

Then I close my eyes

Gamble with my life

Trying not to smile

Maybe this time I won\'t be alright

Maybe this time

Pitchfork reports

they\'re calling me,

their words: \"The big new thing\", oh

YouTube review:

Funny monkey

takes a piss into his own mouth,

crazy

and I thought

it strange

to sell

my face

but let\'s just make the most of it

my hand is drawn

I put the gun

against the thing that\'s stopping me

Then I close my eyes

Gamble with my life

trying not to smile

Maybe this time I won\'t be alright

maybe this time

A bad guy just died

they\'re making memes about it

Nothing matters now

Go fuck myself?

I already did

My friend lost his head,

and what\'d I do about it?

and we could laugh about the thoughts that I\'ve been having

Then I close my eyes

Gamble with my life

trying not to smile

Maybe this time I won\'t be alright

maybe this time

i wanna see my mom one more time

i wanna play my songs one more time

i wanna lose my phone one more time

i wanna play in the snow one more time

i wanna kiss my cat one more time

i wanna thank my dad one more time

i wanna marry her one more time

i wanna live i don\'t want die

i wanna try to change one more time

i wanna live i don\'t wanna die

i wanna live i don\'t wanna die

i wanna live