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spark
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R&B/Soul
spark was released on February 14, 2025 by REALLYBADEXCUSE as a part of the album just faura. - EP
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Release DateFebruary 14, 2025
LabelREALLYBADEXCUSE
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM139

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
Producer

Lyrics

If you've wondered
Why I'm trying so hard
Just to get by
Screaming till I puncture my lungs
Fragmented shards
Trying to locate the parts
I haven't lost it if I'm honest, there was never a spark
Crawling all over the floor for my heart
With no light in the dark
And I started to lose my mind
All over again
Somebody to love
All over again
I wish I died beside you
You were my best friend
You were my best friend
You make my head spin
I just lost my everything
And I'm sinking
The fuck was I thinking
And now I'm drinking
Reminiscing
My body is breaking
My body is shaking
And I'm aching
'Cause you're finally taken
Like my medication
Think it's time to get intoxicated
I been staring at emotionless faces
Late nights
Park lights
Lay me down on the pavement
Hear me clawing at the door of your basement
Stuck inside my head till the oxygen stop
Coming in and I'm afraid I've gotten used to the shock
They pity me, I disagree, but maybe it's what I want
The sympathy or empathy or when I speak a response
If you've wondered
Why I'm trying so hard
Just to get by
Screaming till I puncture my lungs
Fragmented shards
Trying to locate the parts
I haven't lost it if I'm honest, there was never a spark
Crawling all over the floor for my heart
With no light in the dark
And I started to lose my mind
All over again
Somebody to love
All over again
I wish I died beside you
You were my best friend
Written by: Jonathan Leslie-Goldstick
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