Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Asia Bryant
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Asia Bryant
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Asia Bryant
Co-Executive Producer
Stuart Schenk
Mastering Engineer
Carl "Cardiak" McCormick
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I been drinking
And I been thinking
That maybe it's not time to fall in love yet
Maybe I need to go deep in
Deep in on myself and how I need a little help yo get back to who I'm being
I'ma need more than a weekend
Need some time to really let it sink in
Oh I, for all of the days that I cried
Till this one night I decided
I just gotta get my shit right like
[Chorus]
Girl, you're never gonna find a little peace of mind
If you can't treat yourself better
Girl, you'll never be loved the way you deserve
If you can't learn to love you better
Girl, you're never gonna change
If you can't rearrange your thoughts and keep your head up
Girl
[Verse 2]
Thinking I was always done wrong
Like I never had choice in at all
Like was I blind and didn't see the signs and didn't chose to stay
Damn, was it all my fault?
Then I came to realize I use to fantasize
Like It was never you before
In love with an idea after all
Wonder why every time I fall like
Why for all of the days that I cried
Till this one night I decided
I just gotta get my shit right like
[Chorus]
Girl, you're never gonna find a little peace of mind
If you can't treat yourself better
Girl, you'll never be loved the way you deserve
If you can't learn to love you better
Girl, you're never gonna change
If you can't rearrange your thoughts and keep your head up
Girl
[Verse 3]
Okay, beep-beep, I still don't got the keys to my Jeep
The promises I made at eighteen feel like deceit
What a crime, it's always on my mind
I said that I would heal this shit but never had the time
'Cause I'm always on the go, and I'm never solo
I'm grateful for the highs but I be really feeling low
Like these hoes are deranged, my mistakes are the same
It seems like life is stagnant, and like it will never change like
Rest, eat, stress, repeat
Pain, chains, drowning, deep
I'm just going with the flow, repetitions all I know
Feeling so insecure but I have to finish the show
We could do this together, don't gotta do it on my own
And we could all be better but too busy throwing stones
You feeling stressed out like your home just not a home
Like this poem is not a poem, I promise you are not alone
It's all a facade, we all wanna be great
But the time keep slipping, and it's feels like it's too late
Keep going through same stress just for times sake
Keep eating all the same shit just on a different plate
Nothing is ever wrong, the win is never gone
You are just another queen sitting on different throne
Written by: Asia Bryant
