reminiscing

Coming off a streak of burns I gave myself

Depending on the week, I turned into someone else

Fear and self-loathing, but not quite into Vegas

Maybe I got cold feet, I left you hangin’, didn’t I

I miss you

I’m sorry

I hope you’re happy

You didn’t deserve me

I hope you’ll forgive me

I know it’s been awhile

I know we haven’t spoke

Sorry, I’m just shy, and I will not provoke

Pulling up the past

It feels so unpleasant

I wanna say “what’s up,” but, um

Feels like you just might hate me

I miss you

I’m sorry

I hope you’re happy

You didn’t deserve me

I hope you’ll forgive me

I miss you

I’m sorry

I hope you’re happy

You didn’t deserve me

I hope you’ll forgive me

I’m gonna be honest

It’s, uh, been a long time since I’ve felt like this

Like in my right mind

It’s hard to say

But I think it’s time that I’d rather just face it

I think I just owe you an apology

For all the times that I was selfish

And I only thought of myself

For the times when I disappeared

And never considered how you felt

I wish I could give you my reasons

But I think I just lost my way

I hope you know that I miss you

And I hope I get to see you someday

I miss you

I’m sorry

I hope you’re happy

You didn’t deserve me

I hope you’ll forgive me

I miss you

I’m sorry

I hope you’re happy

You didn’t deserve me

I hope you’ll forgive me