Spent to long, runnin, I ain't never moved on

From the drugs or the women

Late night sex While we gettin' high, smoke clouds all around

Me, let you out my sight

Now I'm trippin, all alone, summer's gettin cold

Ash stains on my hoodies, barely gettin' out to see the light of day

I ain't fuck with nobody, so I isolate, dose after dose, self-medicate

Till I see a heaven, gates or hell, flames, I just need to get away

From it all, feel the walls fallin' all around me, drownin' in the smog

Reachin' out for help

I don't know who to call

Might just flick the lights

Say, fuck it all

Tired of bein' lonely, tired of gettin' high Tired of bein' tired, man, I lost my fuckin' mind

Drownin' in the deep end, man, I need to repent All my sins, I'm just a broken man

Cryin' out for help, ain't nobody pickin' up the phone

Tell me, leave a message at the tone

So I hit the road, run away from all my problems

Numb it up with oxys, Cause smokin' just don't feel the same

Everything inside me turn to ash, yeah, I lost who I am or who I was

Spent too long tryna save everbody

But nobody wanna save me Ain't nobody wanna save me

Ain't nobody wanna save me Ain't nobody wanna save me