SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

Deep down inside, I be thinkin' about suicide I can't even think to myself, I can't even

go outside Try to keep my heart on 10, but that shit just

fade away Percocets got me itchin', I might not see

another day This a cry for help, I need somebody to come

Save my soul I was livin' good and then my life just took

A fuckin' toll You hurted me right at my lowest, now I'm

thinkin' in my head Should I be better off alone, or should I

be better off dead

I ain't even gotta cry for nobody, I had to cry for myself

I called your phone like 20 times, but you didn't pick up just to help

And if I do it to myself, don't ever feel sorry for me

Cause I was hurtin' all alone, but I just kept that shit at peace

But I been tryna hold on, but my mind really ain't so strong

And if you see me up there with God, just know that I moved on

I try to keep my heart together, but I gotta let it go

I been poppin all the percys so I can't feel nomo

Oh, oh, oh, I been tryna hold on

My love don't come first, I gotta let my past go

I been sippin' so much lean that I don't know where I'ma flow

I been tryna keep my head on, but I just been off the lean

I can't never find no peace, I think I might go pop a bean

Been stuck inside my head, people been askin' me, am I okay

The only day that I'll be okay, when I just float away

Don't cry for me, don't even shed no tears, you know I'ma be fine

I been tryna keep my heart together, I been really tryin

Been itchin for some love, but everybody come and go

Keep my head on a swivel while I'm ridin' on the road

I don't talk about my pain, I just put my pain right outside of a verse

I hope that he listenin', I hope that it works

I never need no pen and paper just to talk about how I feel

I lost bout three friends, when I seen them, you know my mind went ill

And I been tryin' not to relapse, I been tryna keep it low

Sippin' on some lean, I think I might just overdose