I Believe This Is Killing Me

I used to carry the weight on my shoulders once strong

Hands calloused over from the work I’d done

Breathing rust and particulates silica dust that never leaves your lungs

Drove an econoline van till the wheels fell off

Sold for parts to the wrecker got two hundred bucks

Only took what I could carry back it’s a long walk home

Well if it ain’t one thing it’s another

Every hit comes a little bit harder

Yeah I believe this is killing me

See the downside of everything

Days that we can never get back keep passing by

Had a good time with money I shouldn’t spend

Kept the company of strangers I thought were my friends

Waking up on the floor in the clothes I slept in

Never know nothing else

Nothings ever been enough

Nothing ever comes easy

The going stays tough

Undone by the days ena ashamed of the state I’m in

Well if it ain’t one thing it’s another

Every hit comes a little bit harder

Yeah I believe this is killing me

See the downside of everything

Days that we could never get back keep passing by

Yeah let’s leave this city to rust

Never been good enough for them

Days that we could never get back keep passing by

Well I never heard the truth spoken that plain in a throwaway line

And it’s never gonna change living out my days under pitch black skies