Guilt Remains

This life will leave you bitter

Holding on to hope forever

Cauterize

These wounds that keep reopening

Gouge my eyes

There's nothing left for me to see

Left to die

Condemned to eternal agony

Buried alive

In this casket life has made for me

I've died

In my dreams a thousand times

Constricted by

Thoughts in my mind

I've lost

All the hope I had inside

Life falls apart

Like a house of cards

Reality

Is an acquired taste

Ambitions end atrophied

As death awaits

So fill my lungs with concrete

Drop me in the deepest sea

Where I can sleep forever

Where hope won't lie to me

I don't want to remember anything

I don't want to feel anything

I've died

In my dreams a thousand times

Constricted by

Thoughts in my mind

I've lost

All the hope I had inside

Life falls apart

Like a house of cards

One by one

Life takes away

Day by day

We all meet our ending

And with my last breath

I'll smile and wish for death

Everything falls apart

Life leaves you scarred

Guilt remains

Living out another day in vain