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Self Destruct
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Self Destruct was released on December 10, 2021 by Reality Is Painful Records as a part of the album Grey
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AlbumGrey
Release DateDecember 10, 2021
LabelReality Is Painful Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM96

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Krystal Evette
Krystal Evette
Songwriter

Lyrics

Hit the self destruct
Push the button till it breaks
Addicted to love, withdrawing
And now I have the shakes
Wanna fuck myself up
In any way that I could think
I'm into knife play
And I'm not talking kinks
My blood will bleed red
As my body dies slow
Build it up like suspense
A ​little ready, set, go
The way to get out's
Just a simple little game
And once I get out
You won't remember my name
Build me up, tear me down
Sturdy as a house of cards
I see myself and punch the mirror
And then play with the shards
Or become a doormat
Let people stomp right on my neck
Going through my list of plans
And get them done, check check
No one would care
If I died in the night
Leave me with the trash
Now this feels right
Hit the self destruct
I don't wanna be awake
So tired of alive
I wonder how much you could take
I bother everyone
Even though they never say
But I know it to be true
I know for sure, I have my ways
My mind is a monster
Thoughts are terrorizing me
In the closets in my head
And they're living rent free
I wanna break out
I wanna loosen up the chains
To go back to the bottle
Or dive in a pool of blades
Build me up, tear me down
Solid like a paper plane
Flying in a thunderstorm
And melting in the rain
"It'll get better"
No, bite your fucking tongue
Been in a state of agony
Since I was eight years young
No one would care
If I died here today
They'd cry for a second
Then forever go away
Smoke in my lungs
Vodka on the lips
Have a gun to my head
While I'm sucking on the tip
Got that powder on my nose
While I'm slipping on the blade
Screaming at the mirror
"Why won't you go away?"
Got the acid on my tongue
And the hurt in my hands
My feet start to bleed
Stepping on the empty cans
Cigarettes on the ground
While I'm looking for the blade
Hoping I could end it all
On any given day
Smoke in my lungs
Vodka on the lips
Have a gun to my head
While I'm sucking on the tip
Got that powder on my nose
While I'm slipping on the blade
Screaming at the mirror
"Why won't you go away?"
Got the acid on my tongue
And the hurt in my hands
My feet start to bleed
Stepping on the empty cans
Cigarettes on the ground
While I'm looking for the blade
Hoping I could end it all
On any given day
Hoping I could end it all
On any given day
Written by: Krystal Evette
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