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Helium
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Helium was released on December 10, 2021 by Reality Is Painful Records as a part of the album Grey
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AlbumGrey
Release DateDecember 10, 2021
LabelReality Is Painful Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Krystal Evette
Krystal Evette
Songwriter

Lyrics

Let's celebrate tonight
Let's throw a party
Look up at the sky
And the night is starry
Let's go to my favorite place
An intimate crowd
A tight knit space
No one can throw it down
In the way that we do
But now it doesn't feel
The way it used to
Ten's a party
But then nine leave
And the quiet will never leave me be
Drinking alone
Smoking alone
Getting high alone
I'm so alone
Three days later and I'm not sober
Four years later
I don't feel that I'm older
I sway to the beat of my own drum
These balloons have lost their helium
The party's long gone
But I'm still drinking
Just trying to ignore
That I'm still sinking
I try to laugh and do a dance
Dance like I still stand a chance
I celebrate alone
Not much of a party
Alone in a room
My ceiling isn't starry
I'm here in my least favorite place
My mind is so far out in space
No one self destructs
In the way that I do
Things aren't looking up
The way they used to
The world's scary now
I want to leave
And the quiet will
Never leave me be
Drinking alone
Smoking alone
Getting high alone
I'm so damn alone
Two weeks later and I'm not sober
Four years later
I don't feel that I'm older
I sway to the beat of my own drum
These balloons have lost their helium
The party's long gone
But I'm still drinking
Just trying to ignore
That I'm still sinking
I try to laugh and do a dance
Dance like I still stand a chance
Drink myself to death
So high there's nothing left of me
Drink myself to death
There's nothing left of me
Seven months later
I wanna get sober
Maybe finally I wanna get older
Still sway to the beat of my own drum
Everyone come back
Bring the helium
The party just started
And I'm not drinking
Still a little worried
That I'm still sinking
I laugh so hard while I do my dance
Maybe now I stand a chance
Written by: Krystal Evette
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