Wreck

Have you ever felt like

You're moving forward of course

But you don't get to step right

So you're trying to take a pause

Hoping to see clear in hindsight

And crazy things hit you, cos it's a red at the stoplight

Reflections of some kind things that the past brings

Getting lost as your mind thinks

You're watching time freeze

Kinda hard to find the words to describe this crazy feeling

It got me wide open with a crazy vibe that ain't appealing

I stay up reminiscing

Conversations up in my head, I just watch and I listen

Some scenes of stupid sins and mistakes on repeat

Just some crazy thoughts up in there, that don't wanna delete

I be here with weak limbs, can't seem to stand on the feet

But only on bended knees I don't get to see defeat

Dark days and darker nights, so long and really cold

I know for a fact that this broken pottery needs a remold

Where to begin to pick up the many pieces of me that there are

Life takes a toll and I fall apart every so often

Fall apart every so often

But you don't mind them at all

You bind the pieces, one after the other

You make me whole again

You make me whole again

Should've said a lot of things and should've left some unsaid

It's a crazy thing living while dreading what's coming ahead

Tryna fix this life puzzle, it's a crazy maze in my head

Suicidal thoughts got me wishing I was dead

Always felt I was broken from the start, and it's hard to fix

So many things it's hard to say, sometimes it's out in my lyrics

From a setback to a load of trash behind me like a backpack

Another step back, lost time, and stuff I can never get back

Wish I never met some pips or heard some words I let sink in

I'm here standing at bay, watching some friendships sinking

Stepped out on my own, it was a free fall

I thought I was standing tall but I ignored my knee's call

Now heart's broken

Wound's open

See the pain and the fears that I've just awoken

I'm just here staring and looking thru a dark past

But let the lamp guide my feet back to the right path

Where to begin to pick up the many pieces of me that there are

Life takes a toll and I fall apart every so often

Fall apart every so often

But you don't mind them at all

You bind the pieces, one after the other

You make me whole again

You make me whole again