Sippin' on this drank. While I (inaudible) on my syrup

Iced out my (inaudible)

(Record scratches)

I don't get in to that, I kicked the habit

Look

I can't preach to you. This ain't ministry

I look how I used to glamorize it, and get ashamed instantly

You sip everyday, I get it. I once had that same energy

But, I can't live with no liver. Plus it altered my brain chemistry

I once felt no pain, physically. I was beyond numb

Almost OD'd at my condo, at the Palms, once

Half sleep in the booth, until my songs done

Attitude with my boo, she wasn't fond of

Creative, yet incoherent

Aggravated, that was apparent

Basically, chose sedation to replace all my self-awareness

Loaded and proud of it. Codeine high, I loved it

Slowly, I discovered I was really lonely while in public

I don't be trying to judge. I was coping by buzzing

Even though I think better of it, that's what a sober mind does

I hear ice rattling. That's my styrofoam reminder

Of my chemical romance, coast to coast buying drugs

Ever heard of a toxic relationship? I just wrote what mine was

Hope I ain't blow your high, while you pour your lines up

Do your thing. No judgment here

(I don't get in to that, I kicked the habit)

Regretfully

Yeah, it's the regret for me

Look, I'm just working on a better me

Time to put away childish things, and focus on my legacy

I was a functioning addict, now someone calls me 'Daddy'

I'm just hoping it's something she never sees (for real)

Or maybe one day she will, then I'll explain it

Hurt people hurt people even themselves via drinking

Can't be in denial, throw in the towel, or change the subject

Still got a chance at redemption. I'm ashamed of the man I wasn't

Well, I led with the truth. So, I guess I'll conclude

I say, do what you do just don't let it do you

Lito

Sippin' on this drank. While I (inaudible) on my syrup

Iced out my (inaudible)

(Record scratches)

Hey man look, just because I'm not indulging don't mean I don't know how to do it. I done had I done probably had enough for all you (expletive). Know what I'm talking bout? Yeah