All the emotion im retaining stops my tears from really raining, filling rivers behind doors you couldn't see ive been relating. If I could drain the bad from the thoughts it would take training. Because my confidence and thinking gets my brain evading. Insecure with all relations, couldn't say my heads behaving. Trust and effort its been years within what i've been making, hopefully it matches sense when Im picking hope up, its time to get the stoke bun, blood burning like a bunsen.

Seeing everyone around me, drop without a sound, people dying in these streets then getting sent into the clouds, this world is such an issue, the tears fall in a tissue, nan I can say I miss you, hope your happy when I think of you.

Years be passing by, but the thoughts they never die, what’s with all the dread, bubbled up inside, let the cap twist off the side, as I’m pouring out I cry, emotions been deep, like the coral laying by.

Wish I could there was a way, to comfort those who sigh, stress and the depression, feel oppressed from getting by, just know that you ain't on your own thats how we ride, so don't die because of mental when theres help thats sitting by.

Feel like I fall apart again whenever I'm alone, many people stood around me but I still feel on my own, no one can save pain like yourself when in the zone, distractions only work for seconds as I'm fighting for this home,

Maybe warmth inside my head but feeling colder to the bone, I been shivering, I'm cold like the bars I heat the roads, that split into my body different lanes Im feeling old, and I'm only 25 what the fuck is with the code.

The anger in me grows as I feel a sense of mold, as its eating at my brain, taking thoughts and stories told, putting bullshit in my head theres no way of getting told, when Im in control of me then this matters for my soul.

No matter whats blocking my path, I can light up all the dark, and be thankful for my life and all the people that are stars, surrounding by the scars from the past thats where it lasts, but won't neglect the fact I'm winning and my futures where it stars