Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her I'd been hurt by another

I didn't expect it from him, as we sang about the water

Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her I would not be happy again

I only wanted my degree

Not have to see your face in front of me

Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her how I needed beta blockers

It was a bad time, as I laid there, with nothing on

Ah, no breath, ah, no breath ah no no no

Took me a while to admit

I realised one day in a big way

I'd been in bed for days

Thinking about what he did on replay

She told me to move so I moved

I forced myself to move almost every day

I painting for seven hours through the day

Cos there was a time when I was so sad that you always had to answer the phone every time I rang

I'm sorry if I drained you

And then there was a time when the pain was so bad, the harder that I tried to get out it pushed me further back

I'm sorry if I drained you

Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her I'd been hurt by another

I didn't expect it from him, as we sang about the water

Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her I would not be happy again

You got blood on your hands

I realised, that all my relationships end now in the same way

They all end in the same way, too much pressure then I run away

Vulnerability is really hard right now

I built a wall so high that no one can climb, or look through the light

For now

Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her I'd been hurt by another

I didn't expect it from him, as we sang about the water

Seven calls a day I made to my mother

Told her I would not be happy again

You got blood on your hands

I don't breathe alone, breathe alone

I don't breathe alone, breathe alone

You know all the worst, held me through bad times, better for worse

You know all the worst, held me through bad times, better for worse