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Myself Deceived
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Metal
Myself Deceived was released on April 17, 2025 by Exitus Stratagem Records as a part of the album Machines
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Release DateApril 17, 2025
LabelExitus Stratagem Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM123

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Aittala
Aittala
Bass Guitar, Guitar, Keyboards, Drums, Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Aittala
Aittala
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Aittala
Aittala
Co-Producer
Steven Raets
Steven Raets
Mastering Engineer
John E. Wooten IV
John E. Wooten IV
Mixing Engineer, Co-Producer

Lyrics

There’s something I need to confess
This burden hangs heavy on my chest
I admit I am a fraud
Never believing in your God
And I can’t go on living this façade
I never felt the way you felt
Never praying at the alter at which I knelt
A show of devotion so genuine
Evil residing in angel’s skin
But you only saw a soul untouched by sin
I sought conviction in your divinity
But in return I only offered my blasphemy
I wanted so much to believe
That I almost had myself deceived
I tried to grasp your holy conviction
It was nothing more than a sick addiction
Couldn’t understand what it was all about
So I pretended to be so devout
But I was always searching for a way out
I sought conviction in your divinity
But in return I only offered my blasphemy
I wanted so much to believe
That I almost had myself deceived
Couldn’t go on playing this charade
I wanted to tell you but I was too afraid
You don’t know how hard I tried
From keeping you from seeing my dark side
But the evil part of me would no longer hide
I sought conviction in your divinity
But in return I only offered my blasphemy
I wanted so much to believe
That I almost had myself deceived
Written by: Aittala
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